{"id":141,"date":"2017-06-18T05:02:14","date_gmt":"2017-06-18T05:02:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/solstice.starskyhutchcalendar.net\/2017\/calendar\/?p=141"},"modified":"2017-06-18T05:02:14","modified_gmt":"2017-06-18T05:02:14","slug":"june-18th-i-thought-you-were-dead-by-mvernet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/solstice.starskyhutchcalendar.net\/2017\/calendar\/?p=141","title":{"rendered":"June 18th- \u201cI thought you were dead.\u201d by mvernet"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Hutch\u00a0POV<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

Am I dead?<\/span>
\n Does it hurt like hell when you die?<\/span>
\n Are there razor blades piercing your skin?<\/span>
\n Rasping breaths in your throat?<\/span>
\n Thundering rapid heartbeats? <\/span>
\n Spots in front of your eyes?<\/span>
\n Guess I\u2019m alive then.<\/span><\/p>\n

Is this a dream?<\/span>
\n Has my ESP quotient upped the ante?<\/span>
\n Visions clouding my senses?<\/span>
\n Premonitions and flashes of images?<\/span>
\n Becoming my reality?<\/span>
\n Are the anxious phantoms closing in, real?<\/span>
\n Guess I don\u2019t know.<\/span><\/p>\n

Have I lost my mind?<\/span>
\n Why can\u2019t I move?<\/span>
\n Why are the sounds around me muffled?<\/span>
\n Why can\u2019t I hear what the phantoms say?<\/span>
\n Is this buzzing formless world my new reality?<\/span>
\n Will I be tormented or laid to waste?<\/span>
\n Guess I\u2019m fading away.<\/span><\/p>\n

Am I lost?<\/span>
\n Why are the phantoms fleeing?<\/span>
\n Why is my pain ebbing away?<\/span>
\n Why can I breathe, deep and easy?<\/span>
\n I feel comforted, safe. Who is there?<\/span>
\n Who is guiding me back, grounding my mind?<\/span>
\n Guess I\u2019ve been found.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI thought you were dead.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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